Perpetually Perplexed

Open sycophancy Hero worship Blind worship Fear of antagonizing Kya sabhi log chudiya pehene hai As it is our "culture"

Somewhere on the road, I saw a board of a salon "Miracle salon". I decided this is the beauty salon I want to visit, if it all I want to. Because nothing short of a miracle can make me look prettier or more importantly younger. Not that I want to look pretty or young. (Sour grapes?)

Make me a good person I prayed since childhood But HE was unwilling to change his script Some ridiculed Some laughed Many insulted Few feared I cry in my sleep Please save me But HE does not change his script His message "I will change your life iff (if and only if) you change your fear"

ನಮ್ಮೂರಲ್ಲಿ ನೆಡುತ್ತೇವೆ ತೆಂಗುಗಳ, ಕಂಗುಗಳ ಈ ಬೆಂಗಳೂರಲ್ಲೊ ಬಿತ್ತುತ್ತಾರೆ ಕಲ್ಲುಗಳ ಬೆಳೆಯಲು ಗೋಡೆಗಳ ಯಾರು ತಿನ್ನುವಿರಿ ಈ ಪೈರ ಮನೆಯ ಮನದ ಸುತ್ತೆಲ್ಲ ಗೋಡೆಗಳ ಬೆಳೆದು ಮತ್ತಷ್ಟು ಒಂಟಿಯಾಗುವಿರಿ

I think I lost my funny bone some where in transit.  To this phase of my life called faint hope? Anyways, this is a piece I wrote many years ago, using actual pen and paper. I think I was stuck some where.  No, this is from pre-blog era, when I was in Muscat. ಪಾಂಚಲೀ, ತಡೆಯಲಿಲ್ಯಾಕೆ ನನ್ನ  ಈ ಕ್ರೂರ ಯುದ್ಧ ಮಾಡದಂತೆ? ಬೇಕಿರಲಿಲ್ಲ ನಮಗೀ ರಾಜ್ಯ  ಹೋಗಲಾರೆ ರಸ್ತೆಯಲಿ  ರುಂಡ ಮುಂಡ ಕೈ ಕಾಲುಗಳು  ಕೂಗುತ್ತಿವೆ  ಮಹಾರಾಜ ಎಲ್ಲಿ ನಮ್ಮ ಪ್ರಾಣ  ಕೂರಲಾರೆ ಸಿಂಹಾಸನದಲಿ  ಮುತ್ತಜ್ಜನ ಶಯ್ಯೆಯ ಬಾಣಗಳು ಚುಚ್ಚುತ್ತಿವೆ   ಯಾರೋ ಅಳುತ್ತಿದ್ದಾರೆ  ಅಮ್ಮ ನೋವೂ  ತುತ್ತು ಅನ್ನ ಉಣಲಾರೆ  ಅಪ್ಪ ನನಗೂ ಎನ್ನುವ ಮಕ್ಕಳು  ಎಲ್ಲಿ ಎಲ್ಲಿ ? ಬರೀ ಭ್ರಮೆ  ಭೀಮಾರ್ಜುನರ ಬಳಿ ಹೋಗಲಾರೆ  ಅವರ ದೀನ ನಿಶ್ಶಬ್ದ ಅಳಲು  ನಮ್ಮ ಮಕ್ಕಳೆಲ್ಲಿ ಅಣ್ಣಾ  ಹದಿನೆಂಟು ಅಕ್ಷೋಹಿಣಿ ನಿಷ್ಪಾಪಿಗಳ  ಹತ್ಯೆಯ ಪಾಪ  ತೊಳೆಯಲಿ ಯಾವ ಗಂಗೆಯಲಿ ? ನೀನ್ಯಾಕೆ ತಡೆಯಲಿಲ್ಲವೇ  ಪಾಂಚಾಲಿ  ಈ ಕ್ರೂರ ನರಹತ್ಯೆಯ ?  

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