Tired

मज़धार में नैय्या डोले, तो माँझी पार लगाये 
माँझी जो नाव डुबोये उसे कौन बचाये

I am really tired. Tired of other things and most important of all, laptop problems. Yes, my laptop again gave a problem and am still unable to fix it since yesterday night.

My computer - all my computers, previous desktop, laptop and current laptop give me so much problem that I can factory reset them even in my dream. Is it bad karma? Have I hurt any computers in my previous life? But in my previous life there were no computers. 

I thought I would write a tell-all post either in fictious form or simple bloggy form. I even imagined all the people I will blame and in what words.

But all my life, I have done things to prove the world wrong - unsuccessfully each time. Never have I done things for my own life. OK, let me change it.

Let the others - if there are such people  get the satisfaction of causing me terrible times.

Begining of this month I have set the OS to factory condition, installed all the software and restarted my work. How long should I do this? I feel all my life I am doing nothing but fixing my computers.

May be I should have learnt about ethical hacking and helped people solved similar problems.


PS:

That which does not kill us makes us stronger.

-Friedrich Nietzsche